Rising up in the distance........three doors
                                                        choose one.....
                                          one very ornate
                                               one steel..kind of steampunk
                                                                     one made of pure gold!!!

Being a steampunk kind of girl, chose the appropriate door...one that she thought heralded change.

Woohoo!  Was it change...highs and lows..she threw everything she had at it!
                                 All of her time...
                                    All of her money....
                                        All of some money she didn't have....
                                            All of money she could borrow......
     Her love..her friendships...her health....her location in time and space!!!
                                                            She totally transformed into...?
Well we are not sure...
             All of these things are still molding and chiseling her mind and soul....still incising their marks.


Note:   There is a rising star.....a ray of light for blood soaked weary eyes,,,,,


                                             

Two great grandsons...Angel holding new little brother Santos.....

Have a blessed and light filled day

SueAnn

PAIN!!!..There's that word......PAIN!!!....It changes one.....

                                           It has given me a broken heart...

                                                         I'm broken!!!!!

I have left......................and who has returned...............who is this that has returned????????????????



                                                I have never met her

She is kind of rough around the edges........very sad....and so lonely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Sun is shining today and yet I am so cold....freezing!!!

                                                           Back to bed !!!!!!!!!!!!

I did open that door in 2015...

            And I found one great grandson and one due anytime now...also a boy
                                         Angel and Santos....wow

Knee replacement surgery in September of 2015 and I am still recovering..seems it hasn't healed right.
The the PT man handled it causing further trauma and now I find myself still dealing with it...sigh...
Aren't you glad I m posting again??? Ha!

Halloeeen

Georgia, my granddaughter...John, my cutie pie as the mad hatter and me...

Grandson, Angel as a pirate

My son, Lee Sr. as a flapper...Ha

I thought I lived in Southern New Mexico...it's freezing!!!  Brrrrr

Brrrrrrr

Have a fabulous and warmer day

Hugs
SueAnn

And so it begins......

   opened the first door I saw.....

                       well of course I thought about it...for two years....seemed a wonderful thing to do
so with a great deal of enthusiasm....I flung them open!!!!
          heavier than I thought they would be.....
 

                                                       UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Boxes strewn upon the floor....dreams and dollars as before.....
                               promises broken............knuckles scrapped.....temperatures rising
                                                                no escape!!!!!!!!!

Out of boxes...bills galore....no rest for the weary...travel some more!
                                     Water running through the cracks+++++

 Friends remembered on the page...stopping to share my cup of rage......
                                                          Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall
                                                                         Humpty Dumpty had a great fall!!!

And through it all.....there is the page...the wooden cross....and the possible stage!!!

More later!

Have a very gracious and blessed day

SueAnn